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hey demons it’s ya girl !you can call me kay, k, or kyla, any of them honestly it doesn’t really matter to me. i’m 20 years old located in the cst zone with the pronouns she / her. i’ve been writing peter for almost two years now and he’s officially my son.
BASICS
don’t god-mod, control your own muse. simple.
this blog does not tolerate HATE, OOC DRAMA, OR CALLOUT POSTS. i’ve dealt with this personally and it’s not necessary. seriously guys. we’re all here to have fun, anyone who makes a vague post or i can tell it’s indirect at someone, i’ll unfollow you.
this blog is my safe space and i’d prefer to keep this blog safe and hate free.
also, starker ( as in tony and peter as a romantic ship )yeah no. i’m totally down for their father / son relationship but no romance. just. no. also, no to spidey-pool. it just isn’t my forte.
i also may not follow back right away. it can take me up to a week to follow back and this is simply just depending on my schedule. i like to take the time to look over each blog that follows me ( as in read their rules, any about pages and verses ! ) if it's been over a week, chances are i just don't see our muses interacting.
INTERACTIONS
this is single-handedly a PRIVATE blog. after dealing with a lot of drama and being sent anonymous hate and so on, i won’t interact with anyone but mutuals. as in we follow each other mutually. this includes shipping posts, starter and plotting calls, memes and threads.
also, i don’t really do crossovers with other fandoms. au’s are DEFINITELY okay, i love discussing stuff like that. as far as original characters go, BRING THEM ALL TO ME. i love oc’s. all i ask is that they have an about / bio page i can read so i can get to know them.
ANON WILL BE TURNED OFF AT ALL TIMES. please don’t let it intimidate you to send stuff in ! i’m doing it for my own comfort.
NSFW will not be present on this blog, and may i be of age and my muse is also in some verses, it just isn’t a thing. don’t pressure me into it, it’s not cool.
shipping is also super okay ! i’m totally fine with pre-established ships, just be sure to plot with me first! chemistry is needed above all else, and i’m pretty picky when it comes to ships. that’s why i always like to plot anything out before we actually act on it. sometimes things vibe well sometimes they don’t. also, all ships such as canon and so on are some i’m picky with. such as michelle and peter or mary jane and peter (i obviously ship mj and peter ) but there has to be chemistry. i can’t stress that enough.
CANON
another thing that i’ve come into changing is my canon for peter. i’ve been a little out of the marvel cinematic universe canon recently, and i’ve chosen to stray away from it a little bit.
peter is a mixture of INSOMNIAC’S SPIDER-MAN and MARVEL CINEMATIC UNIVERSE’S spider-man.
THIS BLOG IS STRONGLY CANON-DIVERGENT. if you have any questions about their verses, let me know!
also note that gwen stacy, harry osborn, mary jane watson, miles morales and other comic muses are apart of peter’s canon.
ABOUT.
VERSES.
LINKS.
MAINS.
BASICS
FULL NAME: peter benjamin parker
NICKNAME[S]:pete, pedro, spiderling, spider-boy, webhead, underoos BIRTH DATE: august 10th ZODIAC:leo AGE: 17 - 18 ( verse dependent )ETHNICITY: caucasian with distant italian
SPECIES: human / mutant
GENDER: cis-male
SEXUAL ORIENTATION: demisexual
ROMANTIC ORIENTATION: demiromantic
SPOKEN LANGUAGE: english and spanish
OCCUPATION: pizza delivery boy
AFFILIATIONS: band, robotics, decathlon team, stark insudstries, avengers
RELATIONSHIPS
PARENTS: mary parker ( deceased ), richard parker ( deceased ) / ( adoptive ) may and ben parker
SIBLINGS: n/a
SIGNIFICANT OTHER: single
PHYSICAL TRAITS
EYE COLOUR: brown
HAIR COLOUR: brown
HEIGHT: 5'7"
SKILLS && ABILITIES
Superhuman Strength: Spider-Man has considerable superhuman strength, due to it being the proportional strength of a spider. Although he is relatively untrained, his strength alone is sufficient enough to catch a 1.4-ton car that was moving at 40 miles an hour when it was just inches away from hitting a bus. He was also able to casually overpower the Winter Soldier and his cybernetic arm, break through a bulletproof glass window with only a few blows, lifting up rows of school lockers, as well as to support the weight of a jet bridge that weighs about 30 tons, and was even able to lift a considerable portion of concrete roof that Vulture had collapsed on top of him, though both prowesses visibly strained him painfully. During the Black Order's arrival in New York, Parker was able to catch Cull Obsidian's hammer moments before it struck Iron Man. His strength is sufficient enough to stagger Thanos, though he was outmatched and subdued swiftly when facing the Mad Titan on his own.
Superhuman Speed: Spider-Man can run and move much faster than an ordinary human and is adept at dodging quickly. His speed has allowed him to casually catch the Winter Soldier's bionic arm before it could even punch him. During the Avengers Civil War, Spider-Man was able to easily outrun Black Widow, evade Scarlet Witch's telekinetic attacks and dodged many of the blasts fired at him by Star-Lord.
Superhuman Durability: Spider-Man's body is inhumanly resistant towards impact force, as he has taken a punch from Winter Soldier and a spinning air kick from Captain America, without any serious injuries. Additionally, Spider-Man easily endured a collision with Falcon's Redwing flying at full force and a strike from Captain America's Shield, as well as being backhanded across the airport from a gigantic Ant-Man, falling unharmed from several stories in the process. Indeed, Parker only sustained a black eye from the entire Clash of the Avengers and was able to pass it off as a result of bullies at school while telling his Aunt May. Moreover, Spider-Man survived being dragged from a speeding van and enduring hits from garbage bins and stacks of bricks, as well as Vulture collapsing a considerable portion of a concrete roof on top of him, with only minor injuries. Parker was even able to withstand a blow from the tremendously strong Thanos while wearing the Iron Spider Armor. However, according to Karen, even Spider-Man would "most likely" not survive a fall from the top of Washington Monument. He later survived a plane crash and a fall from the inside of an elevator shaft while only being incapacitated, which he recovered from faster than a human would. While Spider-Man followed Ebony Maw's chase for Doctor Strange and the Time Stone, Parker was unfazed by the various objects flung at him by Maw, even shaking off a direct collision with a road sign, resuming his pursuit.
Superhuman Agility: Spider-Man is superhumanly agile, capable of swinging around on thin spider-webbing and jumping great distances and heights without difficulty. His bones, muscles, and joints have more elastic strength and durability, allowing him to perform gymnastic and contortionist maneuvers without damaging his bone structure. He used his agility to outmaneuver and beat both Winter Soldier and Falcon, to dodge most of the Vulture's attacks, and to even dodge the many cars that Scarlet Witch telekinetically hurled at him.
Superhuman Equilibrium: Spider-Man possesses the ability to achieve a state of perfect equilibrium in any position imaginable. He is able to adjust his position by instinct, which enabled him to balance on a string of web and perform a somersault, as well as catch a web cartridge while standing on the railing of a fire escape. Virtually, he can balance himself on any object, no matter how small or narrow.
Enhanced Senses: Spider-Man's senses are greatly enhanced, with him describing them as being "dialed to eleven". Hence, Parker is able to sense potentially dangerous things shortly before they occur. For example, if an object is being thrown at Spider-Man, he will usually be aware of it, even if it is hurled from far away and he is facing the opposite direction.
Enhanced Vision: Spider-Man's sense of sight is superhuman, to the point that he is forced to wear dark goggles to prevent it from handicapping him in a battle, as there is "too much input".
Spider-Sense: Spider-Man's brain intakes and responds to stimuli at an accelerated rate, alerting him to dangers around him as a sixth sense. This awareness functions on a subconscious level, thus alerting Spider-Man of dangers he cannot readily notice at first, allowing him to effectively dodge and counter incoming attacks in combat, including projectiles aimed at him from a blind spot. Parker was able to catch the small cartridge of web fluid tossed to him by Tony Stark, even though he was facing away from him. He later sensed the bench that Winter Soldier had hurled at him while he fought Falcon. During the Ambush at the Staten Island Ferry, he sensed someone coming his way and, without looking, incapacitated him with a web grenade. Later, he was also able to dodge Vulture's Exo-Suit at full speed, effectively maneuvering in close quarters at a high rate of speed. However, as his enhanced reflexes directly correspond to his sensory input, he can be rendered vulnerable to attacks if his senses are overloaded, such as during his final fight with Vulture. Spider-Man also, despite his incredible reflexes, can be caught by surprise should he allow himself to get distracted, as seen when he was ensnared by Redwing's grapple line due to his excitement during the Clash of the Avengers. While on a bus during a field trip, Parker was able to sense Ebony Maw's Q-Ship descending on New York City, despite being miles away from the site. After crash-landing the Q-Ship on Titan, Spider-Man was able to sense a threat was going to happen before warning Iron Man and Doctor Strange. His senses had also warned him of his impending demise at the hands of Thanos moments before he began to fade away.
Wall-Crawling: Spider-Man can adhere to walls, ceilings, and other surfaces in order to scale them and has stated that he does not use any adhesive gloves or fabrics to do it. This ability allows him to stick to almost any surface when willing himself to, as physical contact with said surfaces creates a locking connection necessary to support his body, even when he is inverted above the ground. Alternatively, Parker could make individual portions of his body adhesive, which allowed him to stick his foot onto the chest of a bank robber to fling him into a wall.
Regenerative Healing Factor: Spider-Man's increased metabolism allows him to rapidly heal and regenerate from harm faster and more extensively than normal humans can recover from. He was able to rapidly heal from a black eye from Giant-Man. After suffering multiple wounds from his fight with the Vulture, Parker's scars were fully healed in a matter of hours.
Abilities
Gifted Intelligence: Peter Parker is a highly intelligent science enthusiast, with aptitudes in chemistry, physics, and engineering, developing a highly advanced chemical compound into a silk-like material (the sophistication of which even impressed Tony Stark) and constructed his own web-shooters, further proven when he was able to quickly solve a physics problem by just taking a glance at the board and deduced the composition of Falcon's wings based on their relationship between rigidity and flexibility, despite only witnessing their usage in a short span of time. Parker is also well-read and good at math, claiming to have "nailed" an algebra test the day Stark recruited him. As Spider-Man, he can also come up with witty and incredibly annoying quips and references, much to his allies and enemies' irritation. In addition, he was a valued member of the Midtown School of Science and Technology academic decathlon team, with Liz Toomes claiming that Parker was its most intelligent member. His teammates were devastated when he briefly quit his position on the team, but were overjoyed when he returned and immediately and happily welcomed him back, including Roger Harrington, a true testament to his intelligence.
Tactician: Parker draws from pop culture when formulating strategies, notably when he let Iron Man and War Machine know of his plan to tie up Ant-Man's legs, after which they knocked the immobilized giant down. In similar fashion, Parker devised a plan to rescue Doctor Strange from Ebony Maw by eject him out of his Q-Ship through a hull breach. He also uses the laws of physics to his advantage, such as when he used the lift from a SWAT team's helicopter blades to his advantage to get enough momentum to break a window in order to save his classmates. Parker is still relatively inexperienced, however, since he asked Iron Man for advice during the Avengers Civil War, and later consistently asked for Karen's assistance in taking down Vulture and his gang.
Investigator: Parker was able to effectively utilize his suit's video archives and Karen's access to law enforcement databases to generate suspects to interrogate and locate Vulture and his illegal weapons trade, notably producing the identity Aaron Davis.
please note that most of these verses are based off of spider-man ps4 with mixed in bits from the mcu and the ages do differ in each verse. all of these verses are pretty much summaries and are easily navigated around and altered !
01 / HOMECOMING ; peter is easily the talk of the school, but not in a good way. from flash's comments, his 'internship' and the turmoil going on around him, he can easily say he wasn't ready for any of this. even with his best friend's help ( default is 15 / takes place during the movie 'Spider-Man: Homecoming' )
02 / I DON'T FEEL SO GOOD ; a feeling of worry follows through some days. comes and passes. peter works his job as a PIZZA DELIVERY BOY and maintains an 'internship' with tony stark. yet there's something that doesn't sit right, something that drives his spider-sense crazy ( default verse / peter is 16 - 17 / takes place before infinity war )
03 / I DON'T WANNA GO ; pop culture references, footloose, and a large purple grape. could things get any weirder ? space isn't that fun and somehow he managed to survive the flying doughnut. ( peter is 17 / takes place during infinity war )
04 / SIMPLER TIMES ; life wasn't supposed to get crazy. he was supposed to grow up, go to college and just be peter. instead, some spider got in the way of it and now he's climbing walls. could things get any worse? ( takes place before homecoming / peter ranges from 14 - 15 in this verse )
❛ I’ve officially given up. I’m dropping out and sleeping the rest of my life. ❜ He dramatically sighed, collapsing back in his seat as he slaps the book closed with a dramatic gaze off to his side. ❛ I’d get an A in napping. ❜ / @smrtst
gwen observed him quietly. he’s jittery —- well , moreso than usual. & if gwen didn’t know him well , she probably would’ve passed it off as normal behavior. she doesn’t comment on it , just letting him doing his thing. she lets herself get lost in her thoughts , until he starts stammering & her attention is back on him.
her eyes widen , but she lets a broad smile take over her features. ❛ —- yeah , yeah. ❜ play it casual , stacy. even if you areexploding on the inside. ( her smile is probably betraying her right now —- gwen can’t help it , she’s ecstatic. ) ❛ when & where ? ❜
❛ that worked ? ❜ the words flowed right out before he could stop them. not that he was complaining that she said yes. his heart was P O U N D I N G in his chest with anticipation. a laugh followed, though huffed in relief. ❛ i uh —— i didn’t mean it like a bad thing. ❜ his clearance was still followed by a grin.
when ? that was a good question. ❛ are you … are you busy tonight ? i don’t have the internship or anything. i still have physics homework to do but … that shouldn’t really take long if um … you want to go out tonight. ❜ he didn’t want to pressure her on it with his own excitement, yet he still couldn’t find it in himself not to stammer.
❛ web - head ?nah. not personal enough. ❜ gwen’s laughter sparkles. ❛ i gotta have my own nickname for you. ❜ her forehead creases in worry , but she keeps a light smile on her face. ❛ you aregood. trust me. is there anything i can do ? & don’t say , ‘ gwen , you don’t have to do anything ‘. because i’m going to do things for you no matter what you say. ❜
peter held back a laugh. of course, she took the words right out of his mouth. ❛ you really uh … gotta stop doing that. ❜ he laughed lightly, it was endearing. a suppressed smile followed his expression before he continued. ❛ i uh i don’t know, honestly. i’m bad at the whole knowing what i need thing. i mean you know how screwed up my sleep schedule is, gwen. ❜ peter inquired, ❛ you can call me whatever you want. except pedro, or web - head because that gets really annoying, especially when they ask me to do the hand thing. ❜
he’d almost fallen asleep himself, though he’d jolted awake at the end credits of the movie from the familiar star wars tune. it was almost 2 in the morning and he hadn’t even realized the study session had turned into more of a movie night. as peter nearly decided to raise himself from the floor, he felt a weight on his legs that nearly frightened him till he saw gwen, fast asleep.
gently, he relaxed himself back trying to be as slow and quiet as possible. should he have woken her up ? probably. instead, he turned off the television and tugged a blanket down from behind him to cover her. using the same blanket to cover himself, he relaxed back and found himself drifting off just as quickly but peacefully.
personally, i loved the idea of creating and bringing things from my imagination to life. writing felt like the gate to doing that. i’d always been a story teller ( including a dramatic ones ) when i was really little. i also adored reading different books and i hoped and dreamed i could do the same thing that those authors did one day.
and while i do write personal novels and things off tumblr, i honestly have to say my main source of inspiration that came from writing was rick riordan. it sounds silly, but when i was in sixth grade i read the first percy jackson book series and it kick started me into creating ocs, make little stories for them, and the likes. not even a few months after i finished the series i sat down and started working on my own idea, which is actually still in the works today !
peter hesitated, falling back on his feet as he rocked back and forth. his heart pounded within his chest, which carried the sound straight to his eardrums. (you can do this, pete, just ask! ) yet it seemed to be much harder than he thought.
❛ i um … i was uh … ❜ he stammered, voice trailing off in a quiet ring of stutters before he let out a shaky sigh. ❛ gwen do you uh … maybe want to um … go on a um … date ? with me ? ❜
❛ hey , bug boy , ❜ gwen says , a smile creeping on her face as she says it. she reaches over and gently grabs his hands , ❛ you look nervous. ❜ which , in reality , is probably not saying much when it comes to peter parker. for once , however , she’s genuinelyconcerned. ❛ what’s got you so worked up ? ❜
peter laughs quietly at the nickname. that was a first. ❛ i think the correct term is web - head. ❜ the joke is light soft as just as the grin that followed. ❛ nothing, just uh you know . . . spidey stuff. internship. an accumulation of life. ❜ his hands gently squeezed hers in response. ❛ but it’s cool. i’m good. ❜
truthfully , gwen is rather thankful that peter has low expectations from her. it is probably going to take quite a bit of time to truly process this entire situation. but the part that’s telling her that he’s being honest keeps nagging at her. & it’s overpoweringmost of her thoughts. to her , this is a sign. she just has to take the chance &trust him.
his ramblings do nothing to ease her mind or worries. in fact , all they do is raise her blood pressure. how does he say this so casually? how is he not … nope. nope , she’s not going to entertain that idea. that’s just going to make her anxiety worse. while she has to admit , some of his jokes are inappropriate , she does find some humour in fighting a guy who was dressed as a rhino. ( it still freaks her out , but anything will help ease this situation. )
❛ you —- okay. that’s … that’s um , a lot. ❜ gwen purses her lips & begins to fidget , playing with her hands & avoiding his gaze. ❛ just because you can heal super quickly doesn’t mean you should exert your body too much. ❜ she sighs. ❛ it’s no good to develop habits like that. you don’t want to crash one day because you’re physically & mentally exhausted. this … this is a big responsibility you’ve given yourself , peter. the least you could do is try & take care of yourself.especially if mrs. parker knows you’re out there fighting bad guys. ❜
❛ gwen, i’m really sorry. ❜ peter remarked quietly, and yet he still felt guilty for her finding out in that way. he could plead his case as much as he wanted. anything he would say would possibly only make matters worse. ❛ aunt may knows. ❜ a reality he didn’t care for but he confirmed the statement. ❛ the thing is . . . if i don’t do this nobody will. i know we have cops and law enforcers but . . . you know that there’s even things they can’t control. ❜
❛ i owe that much uncle ben. ❜ he whispered, it almost was inaudible. he pushed it off, making it disappear just that much quicker. it was a deeper meaning, but he’d keep that under wraps. ❛ there’s just too much that comes with these . . . powers. i try to be as safe as possible but there’s too much for someone else who’s life might be in danger. i can’t risk that. ❜
gwen shifts uncomfortably on her bed , taking in his story & trying to make some sense of it. she remembers the incident at oscorp —- someone infiltrated an off - limits room & they never found the culprit. oscorp quietly swept it under the rug. it was never to be talked about , & truly , gwen paid very little attention to it. part of her is shocked that peter was the one who got in there. but as she continues to listen to the story , that’s probably the most normal detail that comes from it.
her mouth opens & closes , finding difficulty to really form words. this story is insane , one she shouldn’t be believing. fighting captain america ? stopping some supervillain ? the details are too crazy. the only thing that really has her doubting herself is his expression. the way he held himself. his voice. it was all sincere & genuine. if she is also going to be honest with herself , she can’t be mad. there’s no reason to be. she’s a bit disappointed that if this is true , he puts himself in danger. the idea of him being in danger already worries her , similar to the way she worries about her dad when he’s on duty.
❛ you have to calm down , ❜ is the first statement that escapes her lips. she’s telling that to him , but she’s also telling herself that. ❛ your blood pressure is probably super high.& um … i. i don’t know what to say. because strange things totally happen —- do you remember when new york was invaded by aliens ? that was wild. ❜ a laugh manages to escape her lips , a feeble attempt at easing any tension in the room. ❛ & truthfully, your story is probably … only slightly less wild. slightly. ❜ she bites down on her lip , almost hard enough to draw blood. ❛ i … i do believe you.mostly because you almost fell off my window ledge & was able to catch yourself with your uh , webshooters. also , if you were lying to me , i don’t think ‘ i am spider - man ‘ would genuinely be your story. ❜ she’s still having difficulty believing him , but she can tell he’s telling the truth. even if the truth is crazy. ❛ … do you need more water ? ❜
❛ i don’t expect you to understand. ❜ peter’s voice remarked in the slight silence. it must’ve been a LOT to take in. especially with the way events unfolded. it wasn’t fair to her how she found out let alone how he went about telling her everything all at once. his head remained low, mainly from a mild concussion he’d gotten after flying into the building in his escape route from the cops. (that is definitely something he should refrain from mentioning)
peter did his best to keep his attention focused instead of on the ache that jittered over his body. he’d be fine, he always was. ❛ gwen, really, i’m fine. i sort of heal … i guess faster than most. it’s definitely a perk. ❜ a light hearted comment for such a hard topic. ❛ i mean … i’m not jesus, but i guess i’m a step closer, right ? ❜ the quip was ill-timed, he knew that and instantly sighed heavily in regret. ❛ sorry … i uh … have a bad habit of making bad jokes in tense situations. ❜
even in the current situation she found it in herself to actually try and help him, and peter was eternally grateful for it. he truly was. ❛ i’m good, but thanks. ❜ the boy had to force a smile, cringing internally as he slowly sat back in the chair, letting out a deep exhale. ❛ i also fought a guy dressed as a metal rhino on the brooklyn bridge. that was uh … pretty recent. ❜ actually, only an hour prior. ❛ that horn was a killer. who dresses like a rhino ? of all the animals, why not go with a giraffe or something ? ❜
his words came out subconsciously, though it was another failed attempt to lighten his own mood. sometimes it worked but not exactly this time in particular. ❛ trust me, worse has happened. like way worse. ❜ which wasn’t a complete lie. ❛ i got stabbed by this guy with a giant scorpion tail too. he was crazy intuitive, but mostly crazy. ❜
gwen’s brows furrow at the sight of peter. he’s visiblyexhausted. at this very moment , as much as she wants to question him – interrogate him – she opts to do something else for now. she can save the heavy stuff for later on tonight. ❛ can you give me a minute ? ❜ gwen asks & leaves peter in her room.
she comes back quickly , closing the door as quietly as she can. she has a glass of water in her hand , & a blanket draped over her arm. ❛ i , um. i brought these for you. just … you know , don’t move much. stay there. don’t exert yourself. ❜ she lays the blanket on the armrest of the chair & puts the glass down on the nearest surface. afterwards , she elects to go back to her bed. instead of laying down , she sits with her leg crossed , eyes still focused on peter. ❛ you have … you have a lot of explaining to do. ❜
he thanks her silently, taking the water gratefully. it didn’t hit him until then how raw his throat felt. yet peter masked it by doing his best not to cringe as the water hits. (he really needed to get better at not getting beat up) ❛ seriously, thanks. i really do appreciate this. ❜ his voice remaiend soft, more than certain it wasn’t just the two of them.
a heavy sigh followed, showcasing his nervousness though it had since dwindled. ❛ so uh … i guess i can’t leave till i explain myself ? ❜ peter laughed quizzically, though it was more of a forced laugh. ❛ i get it. this is kinda huge. i guess i’ll start from the beginning then. ❜ personally, he’d felt almost relieved it was just gwen and not some stranger. she was someone he felt he could trust at least. ❛ so um … back in our freshman year, i was sorta on a trip with uncle ben to oscorp. and i sort of broke the rules and went into a disclosed location. and got bit by a radioactive spider. ❜ it almost sounded outlandish to him the first time he told someone, which was ned that is.
❛ i literally woke up like this the next day. i could climb walls, my senses were dialed to eleven. it was insane. ❜ he explained, fiddling with the blanket as he spoke and he attempted to keep eye contact, though failed to. ❛ and then … you know what happened to um … ❜ peter’s voice trailed, though he recovered by clearing his throat, ❛ the incident. and i just sort of … didn’t want that to happen to anyone else, you know ? ❜
while he tried to condense his words, it only would make it more confusing, finding himself wanting to just disappear into the chair. (if only his power was invisibility) ❛ it just started taking off from there. i was stopping buses with my bare hands. swinging around the city. i invented my webshooters, my web fluid. it just felt natural. like i finally had something that i was doing right for once in my life. something that gave me meaning. ❜
❛ then fast forward six months and mr. stark tracked me down and i fought with him against captain america. that was my trip to germany and i’ve just been doing this thing ever since. i stopped the vulture guy, which also happened to be liz’s dad. ❜ he inquired, hoping that it shed light on the incident with him and her at homecoming. ❛ i saved everyone on the decathlon trip too. there’s just … so much that entailed. ❜
peter’s body leaned forward, utmost sincere before he spoke. his expression was almost apologetic. he didn’t want her to find out this way, if at all. it was his fault this happened due to his recklessness. ❛ i’m so sorry i didn’t tell you, gwen. but it’s … it’s really complicated. only mr. stark, ned, aunt may and now you know. i’m just trying to do the best i can. this —— the suit, the alter ego —— i am nothing without it. please just … don’t tell anyone. ❜